Dear New Year… I must admit, I would never choose being you. Yeah, you got hyped up, you got all the fireworks and hopes… But, would you deliver? I mean really? Being the leader is a pain in the ass! … Continue reading
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I am thinking about the past… … a day I was reading “The Handmaid’s Tale”… And I was too young for that book, truly. Maybe also too old for those my age. And now I am watching, at least trying … Continue reading
People say time heals… … they also say time will change. Well, nothing will work if we stay blind and dumb. We we will not change… Time is just a fucking meter. Clocks, watches, from dusk til down and repeat. … Continue reading
Still… Malmö… Am I expecting something new in 2021. Peace and quiet? Cash in an amount which will make me feel finally save? Or maybe dreams coming true? Yeah… You know, dream big, deal with what you have. This is … Continue reading
Here is Malmö… again. Because after all this rush, I mean really, no offense but I am done with all those information. One day we are a remote, forgotten island… And then… But it was the time when you could … Continue reading
I do not regret. The lessons… teachings, though they could be less painful. And some things were too obvious… like crying on a bicycle or crying in a car… You know… I tried this year everything I could. Really. I … Continue reading
I come here as often as I can, but this visit was different… This visit was… only me and art. Old house full of stories and dreams, whispers and weird sounds… though, it is a museum, sooo… Yeah, it is … Continue reading
It is done, right? After Jul. Come on, 2020 is ending and people are like, it will be better, new year etc… And I am depressingly not seeing it. Nope. Not even a sparkle of hope in me. Nope… It … Continue reading
Be grateful because if not… Yeah… what would you do? Will you push me? Will you force me to feelings which are not inside of me? Or maybe you will finally step by my side and see… the truth. That … Continue reading
I mean loneliness… Or more like not loneliness, because you always have yourself. And nobody can tell you not to have imaginary friends. Come on! Have them! I mean really… or just try to look deeper in yourself and find … Continue reading