Spring

“With aurora borealis

spring decided to start

with a sprinkle of snow

which did not last

crazy temperatures

which made me cry

because the winter I missed

never came

walked by…

 

And spring started and again

I just get it

the rebirth pain

but I do not want to

feel it again

I want the gloominess

winter calmness

not the sun

rush

other pain…

 

I want this what I didn’t get

the snestorms

and snowy days

forgetness

forgetiness

and all the book sinking feelings

blankets and candles

no light…

 

I mean I know

seasons what we have

though why is winter missing

so often

too much…” Ch. J.