I get this often… I compare myself to others, their doings, and someone listening always says: well, you are not like others…. Okay, I am not, so who the heck am I? Not amazed by all those quotes? Recognizing old … Continue reading
Monthly Archives: April 2022
I think we need time… We need time to learn stuff because if not time… well, if we were born knowing everything, or maybe we are? But we decide, always, to forget. Because all this knowledge, luggage of wisdom or … Continue reading
And sometimes… All you want is to disappear sometimes or often. Simply… you can do it by just turning of everything, closing the doors, windows, shutters… and then… hiding. Not responding to knocking. Hide… From everything. Past, now and future. … Continue reading
We love to somehow claim spots… say they are ours but… still aware they are not it is more only saying, feeling, something symbolic… More something animistic. Rocks, trees, somehow bits which resonate with us… We people of magic, those … Continue reading
Feel it… … let yourself be so totally and completely free that you start to feel everything around you, again, differently… Everything amazes you. Everything is in fact a discovery. Plants and arts, crafts and rocks. Everything can be something … Continue reading
I mean almost a hermit… always, even when I was somehow “trained” as a kid, I was alone still mostly and I loved it. Because being alone does not mean being lonely, abandon. It is, for some of us, the … Continue reading
This is one of my secrets… During Uni years (archeology of course) I was afraid of one of the professors and because of it I chose Bronze Age instead of Stone Age… I do not regret it but I do … Continue reading
I mean I do feel lost. Like I have lost connection to the nature, the island and… myself… … although I still am aware what my dreams are, somehow I do not care if they happen, be real… is it … Continue reading
Somehow now the outside is my inside and my inside can not live without the so called outside… trees, rocks and all that jazz. Waves and ripples. You know… there is a true freedom. Freedom of mind which is addicted … Continue reading
The surface under which… Well, secrets dream. Dream about discoveries, dream about… … worshiping? Maybe? Maybe there are all answers but… it would be too frightening to know them? Maybe… Or maybe that is just a fallen sky? The sky … Continue reading