I do not regret.

The lessons… teachings, though they could be less painful.

And some things were too obvious… like crying on a bicycle or crying in a car…

You know…

I tried this year everything I could.

Really.

I was unstoppable. And yes, it was 2020!

But I love isolation… self distancing…

Not the pandemic.

And now, when we are a closed island again… I am grateful for my pills.

Yeah.

Because I know sometimes you got to know whee your pills are. When it comes to pain, physical or mental…

Sometimes…

You got to know.

I want travels, money, books, woodlands, abilities and drugs… and… yeah, all for 2021. Just because. I need to take care of myself.