The world has changed…

So many of you say it so often…

… and yes, you all are right, though…

… it was in fact changing all the time. It still is dancing, swirling, wirrling, doing stuff we are unaware of. For many of you there were biggest changes than only that… thing. Pandemic… weird state when nobody knows anything and everyone is confused, though introverts are quite okay with it…

Yeah…

And us in this time. Dreams so vibrant, so real… with fears and prayers. With lost of ourselves pieces, weirdly, suddenly not suiting us anymore… and new pieces, changes in us, not huge for others, but so meaningful for us. And of course all this jazz, no travels, no moving, alcohol on my hands, can I just drink that shit, it really messes up skin on my palms!!! Maybe inside will work better?

Alcohol and glycerin…

Everywhere.

Social distancing which for me is heaven… but for so many of you, I can hug you only virtually. I know so many of you just need a hug. Someone to talk in a direct way, no via internet, fuck it, someone like…

Skin to skin…

Is humanity understanding finally that living in a virtual world works only for weirdos like me? Talking to trees!

Fluffy toys.

I am aware fully that the world has changed.

Again…

We are so unsure even more of the days to come. We are unaware if they come at all. Come on… people are aching traveling, for so many it was everyday thing, now… closed, oh my it got to be suffocating. So sorry… so glad I have my home, still no furniture but got on huge sale Yule tree. LOL Yeah, I know it is October, I so do not care. Nobody wanted him, so… it was meant to be. Kismet. His name is Bohuslän… because, just because, Bohuś, for short. LOL

Yeah, we talk…

So… it changed… again…

Will change again and again, but this change really proved how a human being needs another human being. Painfully even… How nature is crucial, though taught so many nothing. I saw trees falling again…

I am pissed.

Change…

Hate changes which I did not planned…

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