I look at the calendars and I have no idea where did that time went.

I mean really. I have no map, know no roads or path Time uses… truly, am not even sure if I want to be aware of this…

Weirdness which is happening.

Not enough cold is making my mind stiff. But finally I figure out that over 10 years ago I have decided, that I know what I want…

Or more like, I know what I do not want.

And even striped sun was not there to stop me.

Or maybe there was one but… I used to live in a big city, where sun was only the light and hot…

Not the colors, breeze, sea… freedom.

Oh my…

I mean really.

Truly.

This is the world I have chosen to live in. Wilderness.

Maybe we do not have much, but… we also do not have much. Shit… sounds crazy, but this is true. Still, yes, I need money. Because without them life sucks more!

Do not ever let anyone tell you that money do not give happiness. It does. You can buy sweets, cake, drugs… LOL

Or books, canvases and paint.

Or even…

Pay for a place you want to live in, because in this world nothing is for free.

Nothing.

Even time…