Special moments come uninvited.

They come and leave us speechless.

Shake our hearts, bodies…

And to be honest, it does not have to be a wedding, giving birth to a child… building a home, planting a tree…

Moments choose us.

And they make us to remember exactly this what they want. And nope… when people say: it is the most important day in your life… it may be not. Truly. And you do not, you should not, you mustn’t force yourself to feel so, because if…

… if this moment, day happened…

So what now?

Is there anything to live for?

I mean really…

REALLY!

REALLLLLY?!

If the best had happened sooo… what am I waiting for? A repeat? Or maybe something bigger? But if bigger, so it means that it was not your best day?

That wedding, when you were so scared, when you were not feeling yourself maybe… of course in love, but the day in fact, you just wanted it to be gone. To survive it and wait for more, better.

Or giving birth…

I mean really… women forced by hormones, all that chemistry in their bodies and then left with depression, not getting it…

Maybe… let us choose when everything ends, what was the best. It can surprise you, because it can be a day when you were eating a dirty carrot in the old garden having nothing. Or maybe a moment, when you figured out, that you can live with all those obstacles you have in you…

Do not let others to tell you what was the best in your life.

Tell them, that this day is still coming. You had awesome moments, but the best is still ahead you!!!

And yes, for all this time you are looking at ripples of the same piece of beach. Beach I am seeing from my window. Stones, pieces of green, almost neon seaweeds, shades, colors, all those shapes and…

Yes. This is life. Huge metaphor. Coming and going, changing, time… this is us. Come on. Hold our lives in our hands.

And maybe we could take a nap, my head aches so much… do  I have time for it? Shiiit… of course nope. Because others… but, I just wrote this and…

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