Darkness came quick today. Like it really does not care about all this food, music, people maybe wanting to have fun. But do they care? No way! Fun when it is dark outside is much better. My blanket, one cookie, … Continue reading
Monthly Archives: December 2017
I mean really! JUST REALLY! Really… can someone explain me why people are stuck in this unbelievable conviction, in this believe, that end of a year, in fact such a fake thing… really makes a difference (except numbers)? I mean, … Continue reading
As a person hating clocks, calendars and all that stuff, for the worst day, for me, I claim The New Year’s Eve! I hate it. Hate it!!! HATE IT!!! For everything in fact. For being pushed into unwanted fun and … Continue reading
All those amazing wishes on social media. All those photos, all those… well, visions: why it is not me? Why I can not have it? Why? But do you really need it? Or maybe it is only something you wanna … Continue reading
Well, hard to think about merry and bright, when my Island is hit by another strong storm. Waves are up to over 3 meters… everything sounds so spooky, and inside of me is this weird uncalm feeling. I hate it… … Continue reading
Merry Yule Everybody!!! Have it jumping, funny, smiling, have it as you want it. Although me… I will miss the darkness. Saying good bye to those lovey dark mornings makes me sad. Yeah, I know, only me, right? Again only … Continue reading
Well… recently I am so not joyful. I am not. Yeah… evil me, right? I should be. I must! I should be shopping, be a part of this madness of cleaning, cooking, partying, eating… Evil me. But my mind is … Continue reading
“Just breath… sometimes it is all you can do. Just breath, no matter what is happening, you are you. Just breath… in and out. Sometimes it is all you need, sometimes. Blink, this is another step. Good job, now just … Continue reading
So yes… Maybe I was biting more than I could chew, but it is me. And when you deal with depression and all that stuff which they wanted to diagnose me with, but I run away… work is the best … Continue reading
There are things and places which you can rediscover many times, there are those which touched you so much, that you do not wanna come back there, to not ruin memories. You just can not… And there are places where … Continue reading