It is here.
This strange fear… suddenly we are not allowed to go into the woods, because of ticks, and not into the tall grass, and not to eat those berries, and that apples and… As a kid I raised myself. I was eating what was outside, playing on the fields, and in the woods. The grass was a pure magic for me, it was everything what possible in shapes, colors and smells. Now… I sometimes feel it, this strange fear when step barefoot in it.
I was taught to eat berries and mushrooms, and now, I feel scared when my hand picks them up and follows to my mouth… what the heck? How to stop it?