It is windy. My red dwarf just decided to have his wings on instead of guarding my cottage!!! And he is really a bit heavy, and holding a tiny lamp. But why I am so surprised? Also my bird feeder … Continue reading
Monthly Archives: January 2013
Sometimes I fully imagine how crazy the world is. How impossible to be understand and how empty… all this rush rush rush. I thought I was a part of a rat race years ago, and that after I got sick … Continue reading
Sometimes the world, and by “the world” I mean stupid people… make you so mad that all you can do, in some point, where you just have enough, do not want to argue… is showing your tongue!!! I remember, as … Continue reading
I am still in this bear mood… two of my paintings decided to tell me a story about bears again. About beauty and strength, about being really awake, but also letting myself to rest. About life in general, but also … Continue reading
I was born in the land of Artists. One was playing with canvas and brushes, second with textiles, there was also an artists with horseshoes. There were amazing people changing already existing things into something else, and those awesome creating … Continue reading
Yup, I am not ordinary, I am not usually polite. I cry, I am often sad and depressed and not proud of myself. People hurt me very easy. If I am scared, and I am often, I run away and … Continue reading
I just figured out something… that I am strange. Yeah, I knew that I am not normal, regular, ordinary, but I was hoping, that this world is not so selfish, not so cold, so souless. Not so unhuman. Now I … Continue reading
I prefer when the time forgets about passing, changing… just for a moment. A moment I can notice, I am waiting for. For this amazing, precious moment when I can just breath and all my hopes, dreams, visions and ideas, … Continue reading
I have never been good in two things: being patient and living now… Somehow I live so deeply connected with the past, the one marked by stones and symbols, the one never written down. Well, nobody’s perfect! People like me … Continue reading
We all pray for luck. Try to spell happiness. We want something BIG and AMAZING to happen, or are so modest, or unsure, to just ask loud only for tiny moments of being in this “peace and calm” place. There … Continue reading