The past

How do you feel about it?

The past…

As an archeologist I feel comfy about it… but not about my own past. My own, called also my life is too painful, at least for me. I do not want to remember pieces of my life, big pieces, huge even…

And you know what? It is okay to have in your head a huge chest where memories are hidden. Or even… threw them away.

Just because…

If you can not live with them, if you struggle, if they are just too heavy, just loose some past weight. But when it comes to history, oh my, discover it. Read what was written by loosers and winners and choose answers. Because, to be honest, everyone who sees you will write a story, and to be honest, you can fully disagree with this view but, you can not stop people of looking, thinking, imagining…

But there are people who look at the past, hidden in archeology, paleontology, geology… and feel fear. Weird feeling, which just catches theirs throws and stops them from breathing… because, to be honest, if in Finish and Danish there is no future tense maybe… maybe in fact only now counts?

Only NOW is comfortable?

True?

No idea… just thoughts after touching some sea level which is over 500 millions old… I can not even, somehow… imagine this number… so for me… it is nothing scary. Because it is still now, me watching, creating stories…

Me…

With my past I do not deal so well.

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