How are you?

I know some of you really do not get it.

Some of you are frustrated and mad…

And some of you just live, day by day. Semi similar like everyday…

And there is that group for which almost nothing has changed. Introverts, who only can not post things, and get them…

Oh yes, for those of us, scared of other humans, it is a very special time. Scary, but also suddenly… we can breath. Because except evil individuals, finally none will come too close to us.

Finally…

But all of us can be scared.

Because it is nothing we know to act like. We were lucky enough to not have this kind of madness in life… Most of us do not know how it is to have nothing to eat, wear… feel embarrassed because you have on you a jacket which belonged to someone else… and suddenly in school a girl recognizes it…

Most of you…

Some of you…

This is why I prefer humans in a distance.

It is easier.

Trees and colors… beaches and mossy stones.

And darkness.

Winter and autumn.

Though… this time scares me too.

Anxiety hits high.

How are you? Truly. Without any political correctness, without not making others sad… just clearly… How are you?

PS. Happy Birthday to myself! I hope you will get your trip, your research, books, photos, silver pieces, wilderness… you will get a moose and a bear… and maybe you will see both in the wilderness… from a distance. I wish you this. You – myself. And some unspoken and some… you know what.

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