What if…

To be honest… when I change into black and white, shades of grey… especially here, sepia vibes, somehow everything…

Especially here, everything is like in the old days.

Only more trees.

Yeah, there was a time we had only few of them on this rocky island.

But nowadays… yup, again people changed and cut trees like mental…

And the sea, which should calm me, somehow scares me.

With all those stories about radiation going up…

I am scared… I am not feeling well.

For sure.

But still…

Reflections.

You know, I love them!

So much.

But again… how to be somehow happy if everything collapses?

How?

Truly.

How… what to do?

How to… yeah, I am one and they are a huge bunch of those who prefer no trees, more plastic. 

This is how I feel recently.

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I mean…

… look at those cute creations.

That architecture which in fact… I mean, okay, there are some very similar in style, but some of them…

Just rock, though, I still do not get why do you need them on a beach.

Okay, almost on a beach.

In Sweden, where like in whole north people really do not care about a piece of naked ass when changing.

Though, when I turn on my imagination, or more like, let her speak out, I see a huge lizard moving them on a flat, white beach with its giant tongue.

I really do.

What else where you expecting?

Come on, it is 2020, no excuses!!! LOL

But the main question is…

… all of you seeing colors, have you ever though how it would be to not see some of them, or maybe see only black and white and some grey?

Have you ever thought how colors can change everything.

Especially color of your pee.

Take care of your kidneys kids!!!

But for now…

By little ones!

Will visit you again one day.

If I find a way.

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Sooo black and white or colors…

Never understood it because how black and white is nowadays a very dangerous zone. Even if you just…

Take photos.

And nope, no humans.

I use black/white for pointing something out…

But colors like… more screaming, are still my thing.

That was Malmo…

Here is a happy beach in Ystad…

Look at those lovely huts.

Colorful, one different than other.

Everyone of them wanna be a story of the owner…

Or maybe…

They wake up at night and hump into wavy cold sea…

Because why not?

Instagram

On Instagram you can find my two accounts.

First one BearfromBornholm1 is truly for fun. Come on, this is my baby, this is my true sarcastic, naughty face…

Truly!

Come on, you knew it. LOL

But my new one is BornholmDifferent which is a part of my IBornholm blog… which in fact is my oldest one. If you want, you can like me there. I am somehow much more myself there… but… there was something I was not aware of… when starting all that shit. Truly not aware of…

That I will get tagged by huge boobs and asses… and that guys will try to contact me. And somehow, knowing nothing about me… I mean why, how… I mean… no offense, but how dumb they are? Do not answer, that was rhetorical one… Because name of my page, okay, maybe not everyone Googles things, but in description is everything about me except if I am married because it is not important.

Though you can find photos of my husband there…

The recent one was fun.

To be honest made me rethink everything… see, he just started from questions like: name, where do you live… my always answer is: it is in a description, somehow they can not find it… well, Homo sapiens novinkus? Yeah… Sooo… I answered. He was really pleased with this that it is in Europe because he is from Brooklyn… Well, to be honest, I have no idea how people from USA always think that whole world is dancing around them. Number two, we are heliocentric not USAishcentric! But nope… somehow I am supposed to know where fucking Brooklyn is. Okay, I do know, but only because I read a lot, still… he was so about himself that he said… And I am almost quoting: So, you are single, what do you do for living, wanna… Yeah…

I mean, do I have it written on my head that I am single?

Nope.

So how the heck did you made that assumption? Mind it, I have my Instagram on my Husband’s account… LOL Well. I wrote right away that I am not single and got the answer: Oh, so good luck.

I mean… WTF?

Sooo if I am married I am not someone who you can talk to? WTF is with you guys? Nope, I do not have boobs on my accounts. Yes, It is my eye… nothing more. Truly… And just right few posts ago there was about my anniversary… WTF!!!

AGAIN!!!

At least it was not something what I got some time ago… You married? Oh, I do not mind… LOL This world sucks.

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And here is the city, the main shopping center in the time of pandemic…

Remember in Sweden there was no lockdown.

Still…

People were careful.

Not stupid at all… truly not as they are shown in media.

Not wasting time… keeping distance…

Sooo… I could take photos of Emporia.

I mean… as I hate shopping, this place rocks with design.

Truly. Architects from this group created also… if you are interested…

Wingårdh Arkitektkontor…

Blue… you know I am crazy when it comes to blue.

True obsession.

Guilty, do not care…

And all those shapes, so dancing around you… somehow shops are so not important… but finding something, oh my…

Like playing with Ariadna’s favorite toy…

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And I mean…

This water, this sight…

In fact I finally Googled it properly and got some news for you.

Fountains – here you got the links and names, but when it comes to this piece…

It is called “Öresund”. “The work with water fountains and two life-size bronze figures comes from the hand of the Swedish/Danish sculptor Gerhard Henning and was inaugurated in 1934”.

Must admit, bit amazing…

Especially with this leg work… to hold it up, to make them stand like this… it is in fact art and physic…

And seagulls do admire this.

Not only because there is food truck and a small kiosk with snacks and sausages, beer… sooo, you know… fighting for food is normal.

And flowers…

Everything blooming…

Or maybe… ready to bloom, but in fact needing some time?

Like sometimes… we all.

We all…

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And…

I mean those spring tulips, sunny day…

Famous patch of flowers.

And lovely sounds of water…

And…

Oh yeah. Arty fountain!!!

To be honest I never got the fountains. Those from which you could drink were obvious, but fountains as a part of a garden?

Public space?

Come on, I need to pee all the time!!!

And I am still a bit confused…

What is going on there…

And how amazingly water creates lines on those sculptures, how it dances, hops and in fact… is…

I mean really, creating its own art in art… on art…

Being a part of it but also… changing it.

Somehow… making it even more alive.

And in this moment I was like… WTF?

Happy Anniversary!!!

There are special days in every life…

But somehow I prefer to make more of them special. And in fact not only cover myself in memories.

I wanna look further…

For the better to come.

The past is the past. It taught us a lot, it was painful, it was joyful… But I want more. I don’t wanna be stuck in old except archeoology. So much more can happen, good more, exciting more… I want it… I’m waiting.

I hate dates.

Numbers.

Except 6.

Clocks and watches scare me sooo… Not every date is so special, but gifts are welcomed. Just… Memories. We know something was special years after. Pushing too much to be joyful and happy exactly this day of every year is for me exhausting.

What if I’m really unhappy today?

Is it a worst anniversary? Nope. It’s just a bad day… I’m not a robot, will not be happy because of calendars or numbers, unless you wanna be my sponsor, so PayPal is on my page LOL 

… and… I hate parties. I wanna trees and waves and the sky…

Sorry people.

Sooo do not ask me how do I party because of my anniversary. I do not… I will party the day I wanna party and for sure it will not be wobbly juice and cakes. I prefer different fun. I prefer… I am just not a party popper. LOL

Happy Anniversary!!! <3

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And then…

Piece by piece, bit by bit, you let yourself just to look around.

More closely.

Zoom up.

How often you notice how beautifully sewage doors are marked? How cool they are? Here in Gudhjem we have Gryffindoor on them!

Or rats.

Or again to see them, and play, sing…

Or just listen.

Or enjoy the colors… it was spring…

And some of the statues was so ready for summer.

LOL

I mean really body positive!

Perfect imperfection, just pure joy!

And that sky floating on the surface…

And tulips… tbc.

Yes, the fountain is called Lekande barn.

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I mean… with every trip, every running through this city I find new pieces, new anazing bits and bobs, new…

Old in fact, though new for me.

It is just a city which needs from you a bit of trust…

And will pay off, truly.

And it is not like they build up something in those few months… nope…

There are just all those details, which… somehow wait for you.

Somehow…

Did I missed them?

Or maybe they just decided to hide?

Or maybe it is just the light?

Or…

I have no idea what…

Look t this balcony, perfect for Verona scene!!!

Romeo, Romeo… where the fuck are you, I am waiting for my chocolate!!! LOL

Did send that bastard hours ago for Marabou!

LOL